beardy released an album AND an awesome single (lane switch), so we're hyping it by sending out cute stickers that we had at MAGFest! Each is an illustration from one of beardy's previous singles, "lowbrow" and "in love," created by Beau Elliott. (We're also sending out each order with 1 additional DESKPOP version 3 sticker ♡)
Sold Out
about
emotional outburst
lyrics
all my life i've been hurtin, questioning worth
down! i feel misplaced
open the curtains, troubling earth
damn! left a bad taste
i got some shit to prove to myself
i shouldn't do it for nobody else
but i ain't bulletproof, i got some wounds
layin in bed but i feel overwhelmed
dam. grew up all alone
FUCK HOMESCHOOL
all my friends were in my phone i felt miniscule
shitty neighborhoods, and big dreams
i was just a teen seeing life ain't what it seems
how many dreams i have to sell
yea, just to get by
flimsy grades from last year
lol i didn't even try
i spent my whole ass life getting used to disguises
gay as fuck from the womb but u know i confined it
hate on myself, but i love on my boy
and i'm here for the homies, can't stand being lonely
came a long way!
they used to call me fag for sitting with the crossed legs
now im broke n broken bumping beats like all day
and i try not to but rly care what yall say, yall say
stress rules everything around me
it all melts away with u
all my dark thoughts watch em fade away
look into my tired eyes
when i do i see my home and broken battlecries
i used 2 hate myself but
u taught me otherwise
i had them butterflies
tears that u patted dry
strategized around my fears since fuckin… birth
so fuck what they say now, this is my time on earth
used to be aaaddicted to stress find a different approach
used to be addicted to you but now i love on my own.
Ebullient, unapologetically queer hyperpop from the San Diego upstart, featuring collaborations with Fire-Toolz, Erin Corbett, and more. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 14, 2021